tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3282395524096417072024-03-05T22:04:42.669-08:00live;love & laugh - the real inside of life.;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-77007629058678005302011-04-14T15:17:00.000-07:002011-04-14T15:17:31.376-07:00- Favourite Song; Recently- Favourite Song; Recently;<br />
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Well recently ive become addicted to<br />
Jessie J - Nobodys Perfect<br />
my life is so much like this <br />
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But hey let me see what your favourite song<br />
or favourite songs are at the moment,<br />
looking forward to your posts;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-10354473369724614922011-03-22T04:18:00.000-07:002011-03-22T07:38:10.901-07:00Snow White Vertical Integration<a href="http://www.veryfunnyads.com/?oid=26964">http://www.veryfunnyads.com/?oid=26964</a><br />
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This was hillarious!<br />
i know its in french, with subtitles<br />
but its fun, enjoy.;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-85729143446922692262011-03-21T10:00:00.000-07:002011-03-21T10:53:44.864-07:00- Tsunami -Situation.<em>Lately the news has been about the Tsunami that hit japan this month,</em><br />
<em>I was shocked at what i had seen on the news! what has happened to the world?</em><br />
<em>you see these films like The Day After Tomorrow & 2012, which is about the world ending</em><br />
<em>has this theory really started so early?</em><br />
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<em>I was very upset with Comic Releif when they had nothing about Japan on the show,</em><br />
<em>I was sitting on my sofa waiting and waiting for Japan to be mentioned as i wanted to donate</em><br />
<em>but instead i decided to donate for the poor children in africa.</em><br />
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<em>Most of us britains take advantage of what we have ( water,food,clothing etc )</em><br />
<em>but I know all too well that if I had a chance to give some of my stuff away I would</em><br />
<em>because I have that sypmathetic bone somewhere in my body, which makes me feel for others.</em><br />
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<em>Also when Adele sung - Someone Like You -</em><br />
<em>the only thing that sprun to mind was japan</em><br />
<em>because I wish i could have given them every last thing i had to help</em><br />
<em>and I mean EVERYTHING.</em><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTS4Yki64bezxN3dhDRwqAw7AC2kPMQbz4pyeaKhCShCvTWd_BzSywQ8AlPB_l2uf8ud4tukkId-L9wrxL8cELSEAwLi1eLx381L85LUWU7zI4FsBY3Wj5kkIe6-xvxSN22isn26bpHHg1/s1600/earth.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" r6="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjTS4Yki64bezxN3dhDRwqAw7AC2kPMQbz4pyeaKhCShCvTWd_BzSywQ8AlPB_l2uf8ud4tukkId-L9wrxL8cELSEAwLi1eLx381L85LUWU7zI4FsBY3Wj5kkIe6-xvxSN22isn26bpHHg1/s1600/earth.jpg" /></a></div><em>R.I.P to all those people who died in the Japan Tsunami</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-36389880871011736792011-03-20T07:25:00.000-07:002011-03-20T07:25:15.301-07:00- Recent;Thoughts<em>Lately ive become very addicted to adele's song - Someone Like You</em><br />
<em>i dont know why the song is full of so much emotion, but clearly through the harmonic tones in her voice, there was a backround to that song she composed.</em><br />
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<em>When she sung someone like you on comic relief - i could tell in her face that she was feeling something as she sung every lyric of her song, which really touches peoples hearts. Its strange that so much emotion was brought through one song, and made everyone donate.</em><br />
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<em>But overall im glad people donated money to other countries because us britains sometimes take things for granted, and have selfish moments, but hey everyone will do it at some point in their life.</em><br />
<em>I hope i keep you all intrested because i havent really found the words to say much this time round.</em><br />
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<em>My next post will be aimed at, what hard times people encounter and go through, & also how they chose to manage these problems, which should be interesting because im excited about seeing how you guys manage bad situations, i hope to hear from you all tomorrow, thankyou all :)</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-55704320712579597482011-03-13T17:55:00.000-07:002011-03-13T17:55:27.803-07:00' Just A Thought;<em>Right;</em><br />
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<em>So lately ive been doing work experience at HMV the music store</em><br />
<em>thanks to job centre - everything is fine & im enjoying myself</em><br />
<em>but also ive fallen out with a friend who i love dearly.</em><br />
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<em>So, after the arguement i got thinking</em><br />
<em>& ive decided i need to change</em><br />
<em>my hairs too long for a bog</em><br />
<em>my body needs improving </em><br />
<em>and i generally want to be in a relationship at some point..</em><br />
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<em>any ideas on what else i could do?</em><br />
<em>because im actually running out of my own ideas</em><br />
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<em>many thanks</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-75644506612815266742011-02-15T19:14:00.000-08:002011-02-15T19:14:49.059-08:00FewThings;-<em>Right guys;</em><br />
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<em>In a few days im going to write something about missing people</em><br />
<em>- i feel the need to express the feeling of missing someone or a number of individuals</em><br />
<em>so keeps your eyes open & i hope you all enjoy my next post :)</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-61449411217900788982011-02-14T03:15:00.000-08:002011-02-14T03:15:42.728-08:00Laugh;-<strong>Laugh;</strong><br />
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<em>Laugh is something that anyone can do, but how you chose to laugh is your own matter</em><br />
<em>some people laugh because they simply find something amusing or they are a bubbly creative individual, OR you could laugh for the sake of it, or because you just simply can't find anything else to say.</em><br />
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<em>I myself don't really laugh alot because im not a humerous person - but when something funny happens or is said or done, that would be my motivation to laugh. But also when you laugh it can mean something totally different for example someone could make a bad joke, they thinking your laughing because it was really funny - but in reality you was laughing at them for such a bad joke.</em><br />
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<em>Ive realised now i only ever laugh in person depending on the people im currently with at the time</em><br />
<em>and if i feel comfortable to laugh and joke around with the people. Ive experienced lately that</em><br />
<em>real friends are people that would accept you for who you are, and give you the time of your life.</em><br />
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<em>Last weekend i decided to have a little gathering with a bunch of friends which i thought would be akward due to some circumstances. But i was proved wrong when we all connected and just spoke about everything. We played a few games to keep ourselves occupied which ive never done before</em><br />
<em>but i actually really enjoyed myself.</em><br />
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<em>I don't know what laughing is like for most people - because im not used to being out and about with people, but now i feel more comfortable in myself and around these people i was with.</em><br />
<em>I hope you all have a lovely valentines day, live love & laugh your way through your days</em><br />
<em>because you never know when somethings going to change, so good luck guys</em><br />
<em>& ill start a new blog on a different way of life - hopefully you all keep reading :)</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-17970324492619940412011-02-11T16:46:00.000-08:002011-02-11T16:46:10.567-08:00Love;-<strong>Love;</strong><br />
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<em>Right; so this parts of love which will have rather personal stuff on it, so sorry if i depress people :).</em><br />
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<em>Ever since i was 14 i started to fall into crowds with people which took me down the path of alcohol and lots of drugs - which i promised my family i would never do as i have a very religious family ( im not religious ).</em><br />
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<em>I started to fall inlove with a girl name Kathleen ( Kitty for short )</em><br />
<em>we was really great friends and did everything together which made us so good as friends, until the day we had an arguement & stopped being friends, a few months later we started again as friends</em><br />
<em>which then turned into a drunken night where we had sex.</em><br />
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<em>I used a condom and everything but i wasnt able to put it on so she did it for me, a few months after the sexual encounter we fell out BIG time and she walked out of my life. Later would i find out 6 months later she was pregnant with my child, which brought on many different emotions</em><br />
<em>but most of all i was always going to be there for her through the whole pregnancy.</em><br />
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<em>A few weeks after she announced she was pregnant i was given the bad news that she lost the child which brought once again more emotions instead of happy ones i was slipping into deep depression and i later was made to go to councilling. </em><br />
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<em>Then when i was 16 i came out as bisexual which shocked many of my beloved family and friends which has later caused complications in my life & now im forever struggling with the grief and upset.</em><br />
<em>I've experimented with both sex's ( boys & girls ) but ive never been into sex because in my perspective a relationship isn't always about sex, which has shocked many of the people i date.</em><br />
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<em>Half way through 2010 i fell inlove with someone i thought was the best in my life, the first few months were everything i ever dreamt of & could wish for. Then a day after my 18th birthday ( wasn't the best year ) i was later to find out i was being accused of cheating which i swore down that i would NEVER commit as i find cheating disgusting but hey we all make mistakes.</em><br />
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<em>I was then dumped after proving the best i could that i wasn't cheating which left me severely shattered and heart broken, i didn't know how i would recover from the pain i was feeling. After a few grueling months i finally got over the pain after having an emotional breakdown and falling into yet another encounter with drugs, which still to this day im fighting the battle against.</em><br />
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<em>I sometimes get pressured into smoking weed ( cannabis ) i tend to smoke alot of this drug because i get such a high off it, - which disgusts me because i can do other things to get my highs, but nobodys perfect? but nowadays i tend to just go with the flow because i have friends that love me inside + out, which would make anybody happy, & im enjoying my life as it is right now.</em><br />
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<em>I just wanted to give to give you all an insight on my experiences with love -</em><br />
<em>which haven't really been the best im afraid to admit, but i have</em><br />
<em>i dont want to make you feel like you wont ever be happy, or wont fall inlove with someone</em><br />
<em>but just keep your heads held high & live your life + love your family and friends.</em><br />
<em>If you do fall inlove with someone cherish every single moment + memory you have together</em><br />
<em>because you never know what you have until its gone. But thank you all.</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-63760659752450273862011-02-10T16:03:00.001-08:002011-02-10T16:03:53.808-08:00Live;-<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><strong>Live;</strong></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>When your a baby, you always wonder what life is going to be like when you grow up & how its going to turn out</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>when you become a todler you always pick your dream profession and you try to stick to it, but eventually you change your mind.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>I've always wanted to be sucessful in my life and achieve something simply amazing - instead i settled for being a chef.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>I've disappointed so many important people from the day i turned 16 </em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>- but that does'nt mean im not destined to be sucessful at some point in my life, Im now 18</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>ive managed to become a chef; but the one thing i want to do is make something of my life.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>The hardest part of life is when you chose whether you should carry on education or just go straight for work, </em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>never give up your education because its the one part of life that will get you so far in your life. I decided after my first year doing</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>my VRQ1 In Catering & Hospitality that I would give up my education and directly look for a job - which was the biggest mistake i chose.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>Looking for a job is'nt the easiest now that recession has become at it's highest peak since 2002, I have experienced that because I have</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>actually applied for over 50 jobs in the past year. Only 2 of those 50 jobs actually contacted me and gave me a chance to prove what I could</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>bring to the table, sadly I was'nt cut out for the job.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>The best thing to do when going for a job interview is to give them your ' Personality ' because that's what defines you from the other applicants,</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>you will get turned down by many employers but that's what makes you 10X's stronger, & eventually you will get the job you desire.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>My aim of this section to my blog named ' Live ' is to show you what the reality of life is really like.</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>The other two sections will be posted within the next few days, because i really want to explain the values of life & how it really is for people like myself,</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>some of you readers will think hey he's young and wouldnt know what its like to be turned down by many people, but hey I actually have,</em></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="font-family: "Arial", "sans-serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><em>so keep reading guys, & keep a big smile on your face.</em></span></div>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-328239552409641707.post-54623871263736627852011-02-10T10:03:00.000-08:002011-02-10T10:03:03.287-08:00Stuff;-<em>Hey; right im pretty new to writing blogs, so take it easy on me </em><br />
<em>Im starting a blog because ive learnt alot in my life so far, and want to inspire people and hopefully show them that no matter how things seem at first, everything will be okay, i hope you enjoy my blog guys.</em>;# Adhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15049519730087254286noreply@blogger.com15